Seriously, I am beginning to feel my life is similar to army life. As most of your know, what i am down with right now & that is cold & i still need to work. Do i really need to 'geng' or collapse then you will regret? If i really have to do it, should i do it? But i know, if i really do it, your heart will be in pain & probably you will start to blame yourself. I still remember, when i was at a younger age, when i follow you, i would be happy. But now, i dont find it anymore. Instead, I find it even more happier with my friends though i know some are truly there & some are not truly there. Do you guys remember the story about ken chow a.k.a Joshua Tan in the movies 'Ah Boys To Men' part 1 or 2, i don't remember. But there is one part when Ken has to go in to the army & Ken's mum a.k.a Irene Ang, will try all ways to not let him go to army but Ken's dad, will somehow pursuade him to do his best in the army. That is what i am feeling my life right now. My dad is just like Ken's mum & My mum is just like Ken's dad. I am already a teenager though my mindset is still somehow childish at times but HEY! I know when to be mature & not to be at times too. Seriously, when are you gonna stop controlling my life till what age? I had enough of your controlling already. I am somehow tired of it where there are things i wanna do but of course is the right one but because of your control, I cant do it right now & instead, i guess i will have to do it when i am having freedom. But when i do it at a older age by then, i hope by then it wont be a regret for mi.
Guess that is all i wanna say.
BYE!!^^
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